!!!!WadZ In mY HeAd!!!!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Dats e reunion for us after tons of prob n missunderstanding,,,

It was nice though to noe dat we are as close as before...i

juz lurve dem,,,

Dey are not juz a usual friend,,deres e speciality in ecah n everyone of dem

Wev diff kind of attitude,,its a challenge to stay friends forever..but hey,,,

we will accomplish dat,,,

we juz need to understand each other behaviour n juz gev n take...

aniway i'll stop talking now so u guyz can hev e chance to view our pic.

p/s:we are e coa on dat day n till now i still dunnoe why

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

<pPl Say I lOok SweEt;But 4 mE iTs Juz NoT ReaL;

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Friday, November 25, 2005

At last..i feel better,,after feeling emo for quite sum day...Haiz,,,not doin anything special rite now...Im Bored 2 life...Haiz...rite now..still eating my kuaci wev hot chocolate..Haha,,,Whole day ni,,,Juz help mum masak veggie soup..Oooo,,im a veggie chef,,,hahakz...Watching cartoons...Tido...Mendak Nye...Boring2 pon..tetap been thinkin abt him.Oh Gosh,,,,i cant get you out of my head....Apasalah susah sangat...hm....Jap lagi da nak slp..Hm...meaning...juz golek2 kat katil je...Reading my archie's magazine...Haiz baru beli smlm...tal sampai 1 jam...da finish up reading e two comix....Argh!!!Muz get my sis to buy buy e $5 comix...Jadi..tak lah bored sangat during e holz..

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Argh!!!!!!!!!!IM EGO,IM SELLFISH,,,,I DUN CARE ABT OTHERS FEELING...YAH...ALL E NEGATIVE BEHAVIOUR IS ALL IN ME.....GOSH.....BUT DUN DEY GET IT...DATS ME....HUMAN BEINGS ARE MADE NOT TO BE PERFECT....IF DEY CANT ACCEPT ME DIZ WAY...Y DO I EVEN BOTHER TO CHANGE,,,OR OK!!SO I NEED TO BERTOLAK ANSUR OR WATEVA SHEET.....DEY EXPECT ME TO CHANGE LOTS OF THINGS,,,JAHAT SANGAT KE AKU NI,,,,SO YANG KENA CHANGE IS AKU N ONLY AKU,,DEN WAT ABT KORANG????HAIZ IS AKU ALWAYZ START E QUARELL THINGS....OHH...I BEG U GUYZ TO UNDERSTAND ME DAMN IT...N STOP MENYALAH KAN AKU......PLEAZE!!!!!!!!
OH GOD,WAT KIND OF LIFE U HEV GIVEN ME!!!!!Y MUZ U PUNISH ME N MAKE ME SUFFER TILL DIZ FAR!!BINGET AH!!!BINGET!!!

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Monday, November 21, 2005

Haiz,,,,turn to b emo again....Not abt lurve but abt frenship......Haiz,,, well...it seems dat im all alone....Im wevout love!!Im wevout frenz!!!! Wat can be worse den dat...Frenz yang aku ada now seems not to care abt me... Gosh,y did i say dat,,,juz becoz aku kena tinggal wen dorang go out...But wen tink back,,,its aku yang tak suka last min plan..But do they take diz as an advanatge of not taking me along...Haiz...atleast dorang should atleast try asking me whether aku free,,,haiz but takder..Aku pon ada juga wait for deir call..But dere nothing......Aku fell kinda tertipu coz one of dem told me yang she will call me if dorang nak kluar..But doz are all wordz..satu habok pon takder,,,Haiz...nanti later wen i ask asal tak ajak..n dey will say "aku taught kau kluar" Oh my god..dis stupid answer yang aku tak leh angs...N ended kita orang quarell...Do dey ever thing dat e way dey treating me is as if im not part of the frenship thingy...Eh,i hev feelings n emotinos tooo damn it...Do dey even care,,,I dun think so...Well sorry to tell u guyz diz...But dis is wat i felt...Maybe its my fault...Da trlampau senang brkawan dgn korang,,,I really taught we can sehidop semati...But now den i raelise,,,Diz is reality..Not fantasy...Shall i end dis friendship rite now,,,oh should i gev dem one more chance or should i gev myself one more chance...
Actually....e prob thing is i cant live on my own..maybe dats is y i still continue dis friendship,,,Entahlah....i also dunnoe wat im suppose to do,,,But wat is true dat i still care n sayang kat kawan aku...Maybe,,,,,i should juz treat dem as normal friend...not to be as close to dem juz like before...Gosh,,IM CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

OK,frm today till mon..i'll hev to open my book n start my revision..
Haha its kinda of rushing now,,coz i'll hev to study 10 chpt per day..
And to make things more frustrating is dat i really hate dis ees thingy,,,
So not my type at all..Wurking wev wires,soldering {ewww...disgusting &irritating}
Argh!!!!!!!!!so stress....hm...so,,,dereZ actually not enuf time for me to post..
so i'll be posting again after my exaM which is on e 22nd of nov...
So anyone,everyone...do wish me good luck for e paper k...Till we meet again..
PEACE OUT!!!!!

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Now,duniaku ku seems to be kinda meaningful...

After outing raye juz now...Not only dat..

So coincedence,,me n him wore e same color..{black&gold}

Haha like couple wannabe...hoahoahoa....

Hehe mesti ada reason kan y suddenly out of the blue..we wore e same color..

haha,,,but abt dat i dun tink too much lah,,,mungkin iyer adalah secara kebutalan

yang tak bawa makne ape2..

haha like zu n hazwan...peangantin putih kite,,,hehehe,,,,

Well,i was shock wen going to dat guy house,,,well its my first tym,,,,

hm,looking at his house,his brother,his stepfather,,,haha,,,,,

but didnt get e chance to c his mother,,,coz she sick,,,,,well..

OK lah actually...get to help him serve e drinks to my other frenz...

Nak tolong serve food,,,bapak dia ade kat dapor...;spoil ah...

haha so we juz get to stare @ each other eyez...

Him in e kitchen n me sittin at e sofa...

K lah, enuf of diz jiwa2 nye emo2 nye feeling,,life still need to go on...

Hm,abt e other frenz,,,really enjoy my time to e fullest,,,from e beggining sampai lah ke ending kita jalan raye,,,Ade jugak plan nak go out together again,play iceskating ke go jb etc...But tu smua,,,will be after su,reach singapore from sabah...So for su,hev a pleasant flight and enjoy...N for e otherz,,,Till we meet again...Lurve Yah..Muackz!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I'm so tired of being here. Keep holding on to the memories wen being wev you. Your presence still lingering around me since our last meet and it won't leave me alone.
You used to captivate me by your resognating light, Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face appears in my dream or shall i said it a nightmare..The harder i try to forget about it,the stronger the feeling i hev towards you. I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,But i failed to do even dat.
I used to stand so tall...so strong as i knew dat u are dere by my side...Even your arms are around me tight,it really felt so right.But now, after knowing and realising the real you,I can't breathe and No, I can't sleep.I'm barely hanging on,Im torn into pieces,Im broking up deep inside...
I can't deny and pretend it.I really taught wev my heart dat u'll be e one,But i didnt blame you for all dis...Coz u dun even really noe how i feel abt u..As doz are e things dat i'll never say..No point of crying coz u'll never see e tears dat i hev cried..Oh e mighty lord...U hev to help me...Help me back to e rite path..
PLEASE!!HAVE SOME MERCY!!!IM BEGGING

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

Datz e wound that stop me from doin anything...N becoz of diz bloody thing..im home alone...
Gosh..cant take it..e pain is killing me..but being alone in e house is torturing me...wat am i going to do...looks like...jus hev to stuck in my bed or juz watching tv
ARGH!!!!!!!!!Get me out frm here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, November 11, 2005

okiez...cabot skolah again...n wat we did today..
ICE SKATING & BOWLING,
Its was so damn exciting as i never tried diz both
in my whole life..went dere wev bum,kak yani n abang epen(nama orbit sak;stop it siot)
Suka aku...but for e ice skatin...i jatuh lor..n my pehe now sort of koyak,...
diz happens becoz dere diz guy trying to show us all his talent,, (mr show off)
n nak break sini,break sana...bikin orang gabra jer..mcm taik..
But takpe,wat to do..nothing can be done...its over..
But Nothing Can Stop Me From Hevin Fun....After doing e medication..
We went to play bowling...haha..its was fun...but i still dun get e pose yet...
hahah..still takder style bila main,,,but takpe..pelan2 kayuh phatz...
den after dat..dorang hantar aku home...den.... ,ok u should read diz
AKU TERKENCING KAT SKIRT!!!
haha da tak sempat nak masok toilet..
hehehe....malu beta..... nasib baik kat kreta still can control..
gagaga...but its was fun though...
...I gev it a 2 thumbs up for diz outing...

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Ok here....tyme for jamming kat rumah bum...yak dish...
haha...muka satu2 macm pro..but ist actually e opp...
hehe,,,,well..as per normal...e mtl gangs are always like dat....
hm,jamming tyme was okok lah...si bum still realyl cant play e violin well..
but watever its is...post n style mahu lebih...haha..

After doing e jamming thingy...kak yani ajak we all go wild2 wet..spent my carzy time over dere..haha e rides was not so thrilling..wats make it fun is my frenz..i tink if i went dere...wev sum other boring frenz..hm..i'll be like dead meat..haha..I JUZ CANT STAND PEOPLE WHO DID NOT ENJOY DEIR LIFE TO THE FULLEST..hahakz,,,ok lah,.,im off too bed..too tired liaoz....errr,,,im desprate for my pillow rite now..tata...

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Friday, November 04, 2005

Hey PeOplE!!!OK,Diz Kinda My 1st TYM DoiNg Diz BloGgy ThIngy Nyahahahah Hehe..So Im KindA BluR2 Here...Kecoh Giler Punye...BUat Benda Ni.. Muka sampai bengot2 siot... So anybody out dere yang creative in doing these ... ajar2 lah orang kat sini okeis.. cya! will start posting again in e few weekz tymes.. Bubye!

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