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Friday, February 29, 2008

Oryt..Receive a msg from bb.Atlast,,But yeh,its written dat he hev no mood becoz he fail his test and he told me dat he 1 2 go home straight after sending me home..So ok lor,i thot he will be lyk moody wen mting him but haha..He was ok la kan..But still can see his disappoinment face and he was sad..And me,i was lyk givin him courage and at the same tym scolding him.Hes lyk makin it as a habit and im so RIMAS ah...I noe he can do it but becoz of his nervousness,he is now phobia of taking test..Bibi,u hev to believe in yourself ah.Its only a test..Derez no need for you 2 be so scared..SO as promise,he will go home after sending me home.But haha,god's will of wanting us to spend more time together..Mama ask me trun bawah alik wen i juz 1st step my foot in the house to take her tailored sluar.I quickly rush down coz i scared bibi da naik cab or etc,,But haha..bibi is at the bus stop waitin for the bus.I col him up and he accompanied me to the tailor shop and send me back home again..Padahal his 88 is aproaching ah.Aww..so sweet la kan..So yeh,get to kiz him more la kan..Well diz wkend im not mtin him coz he 1 2 spend tym wev his fam pulak.N furthermore he hev to study 4 his retest.And nxt wkend pulak..he hev his pri schl reunion..But tu pon hev yet to be confirm..Hm boring la kan..But shuld be glad la atleast coz i'll be mtin him evry friday.So yeh,i think dat is good enuf,rather den not mtin him for weeks.

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Hey people..Kinda moody ryt now..Hmph..I dunnoe if itz me or wad..Its again about lurv.Recently i overviewed diz blog.It belongs 2 ezzaty.A gal from yus's past..Well diz gal was a close fren of his for 4 yrz.Why i say "was" becoz dey hev lost contact.Remember,durin the tym dat me and yus gettin to get together,derez diz 2 gal col me up and try to break us apart.So yeh,diz ezzaty is 1 of dem.On dat tym,i didnt care much.As long as yus choose me and we're happy together den im happy.I doesnt seem to care about the past and yus pun dun want to share wev me.But now den i realise,im still actually at lost.Wad hev actually happen to her?Wad hev yus did to her?Y muz she gave me doz sarcastic remarks?Y muz she be so concern about me being hurt if im wev yuz?So i intend to read her blog.Was shock coz i didnt expect dat deir r'ship or shuld i say juz say "F'SHIP" is dat close..Was jealous also,lookin at the pix,readin all the sacrifising dat yus hev made for her at doz tym..But i noe its from his past,so i hev to accpt it.Being me,being to honest,i told bibi dat ive read ezzaty blog..He sounded angry and tell me dat he dun lyk me doin all diz coz he noe i'll get affected lyk how i was affected reading anna testi which is also from his past.N also bein me again,i juz cant sit still if i dunoe wad hev actually happen.Doesnt mean dat he dun lyk to talk about his past and dun 1 2 noe about my past,i cant find out myself.Infact,i feel betta 2 tel him about my past coz i dun 1 2 hide anything from him and also to prevent any misunderstanding prob.I didnt blame him for not telling/sharing..Infact,diz is my 1st tym dat im so into a guy..I wouldnt be lyk diz if dat 2 gal didnt col me at the 1st place.But to bad,dey did.I juz wish i can meet ezzaty in person for once..Not to find trouble of coz but to thank her for lettin yus go and allow him to move on after 4 long years of being together.Niways, after wurk juz now,Met up wev my sis n her bf.Chill around at mama's carribean bar(her bf wurking plz)2 rilax my mind and went home.Supposingly,2ml i'll fetch bb's home..But now he seems so silent and angry at me i think.Haiz..but yeh,he'll be hevin 2 test tml.Juz wish him all the bez den.Niway,papa nye leg da makin better.So yeh...Im happy for dat.

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

On Friday nite:

1 hour after i wish bb godnyt,bro enter my room n tell me "ayah masok hospital"...Ape lagi..me,mama n bro pon klang kabot lah kan..It was midnyt(sat mornin),wen we reach SGH!!!And the police commander is already dere and explain to us wad happen to my dad.Yah,my dad nye left kaki koyak coz he fell while hes chasing the accuse during the ambosh..So first tym after a long tym,the whole 5 of us gets together plus my sis bf..Mcm paham kan kita.Family bonding hancor la seh..So after papa get his room and everything,mama n me went home.Sister wen to wurk and Abang stay wev Ayah in the hospital.So yeh we reach home at arnd 6 plus.On Sat:

Since ystday nite after wurk till today i didnt sleep at all.Wats worse i was on drug..Coz as mention i wasnt feeling well.I ate my ubat batok,the flu pill and panadol..And i haven sleep..Reach home at 6 plus,rest jap until 9 plus.Den siap2 go to the hospital again wev mama and my future sis in law.Thot of askin usop to cum along wev us,tup-tup wen i col him..he already at Boon Keng..So yeh he reach the hospital first den us.Reach hospital aroun 10 plus.SO all the way bb was dere wev me.The whole fam of mine da nampak dia.So yeh...Ayah get his stitches at around 9 plus and ended evrything at midnyte.Diz tym,mama,abang,kakak,me and bb stay in wev papa dat nyt.Yah we ton till the next day..On Sun:
So after ayah da get back to the ward n settle down which is around 2 in the morn...We pon rest.Cant really sleep coz it was so cold and and tak comfortable sangat.Wake up at 10 in the morn,shower jap den go for breakfast wev bb.Me and bb left first coz,mama and abang will be staying overnite again tonyt.Me n bb hev to wurk tomorrow.So we go back first..3 plus i reach my house trus i tidor sampai la now..Hmm..i still haven eat,,I shuld grab sum food later as in now..So yeh..Juz wish my dad for a speedy recovery and to doz whu hev visited my dad-"thank you for your concern".And to my bb..thankz for being dere for me all the tym.

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Friday, February 22, 2008

Atlast..Met up wev bibi(book out from camp)after our last meeting which is on sunday.Hmph..Things are on a slow movin now.We cant hardly communicate wev each other coz his side nye reception is bad.And me pulak..Bz wev wurk,hardly sms him also..Spendin moz of e tym wev my collegue and recently went clubbing and get drunk segala.Gash..Wats happening xiah..Wherez all my promise dat i gev him..DAMN IT XIAH!!!N now,i feel so sick..Im hevin a bad cough and flu..But still,i put it all aside and fetch bb from wurk coz i noe if i didnt fetch him,den i hev to wait 4 another a week or two and den i can see him.Datz impossible for me to tahan ah.Lagi2 after wad i've did..So i forget about my illness and meet him to make the condition betta.Hmph,bb didnt talk dat much juz now..But his silent,his kizz shows everything..ARGH!!!Wad hev i done!!??Fatin Fasihah is a bad gerl!!And i hate her!!

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Wed nite=Ladies nite=Chaotic nite=Zouk nite=And im completely tipsy and in a mess=I was cryin lyk mad bcoz i really miz my Bf=I lost moz of the happenin pix in my hp.

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