Monday, November 21, 2005

Haiz,,,,turn to b emo again....Not abt lurve but abt frenship......Haiz,,, well...it seems dat im all alone....Im wevout love!!Im wevout frenz!!!! Wat can be worse den dat...Frenz yang aku ada now seems not to care abt me... Gosh,y did i say dat,,,juz becoz aku kena tinggal wen dorang go out...But wen tink back,,,its aku yang tak suka last min plan..But do they take diz as an advanatge of not taking me along...Haiz...atleast dorang should atleast try asking me whether aku free,,,haiz but takder..Aku pon ada juga wait for deir call..But dere nothing......Aku fell kinda tertipu coz one of dem told me yang she will call me if dorang nak kluar..But doz are all wordz..satu habok pon takder,,,Haiz...nanti later wen i ask asal tak ajak..n dey will say "aku taught kau kluar" Oh my god..dis stupid answer yang aku tak leh angs...N ended kita orang quarell...Do dey ever thing dat e way dey treating me is as if im not part of the frenship thingy...Eh,i hev feelings n emotinos tooo damn it...Do dey even care,,,I dun think so...Well sorry to tell u guyz diz...But dis is wat i felt...Maybe its my fault...Da trlampau senang brkawan dgn korang,,,I really taught we can sehidop semati...But now den i raelise,,,Diz is reality..Not fantasy...Shall i end dis friendship rite now,,,oh should i gev dem one more chance or should i gev myself one more chance...
Actually....e prob thing is i cant live on my own..maybe dats is y i still continue dis friendship,,,Entahlah....i also dunnoe wat im suppose to do,,,But wat is true dat i still care n sayang kat kawan aku...Maybe,,,,,i should juz treat dem as normal friend...not to be as close to dem juz like before...Gosh,,IM CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!

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