Thursday, March 09, 2006

Dayz hev past,n all e while i've been thinking abt is my future,4 exp lyk juz now.Hm,i cabot lesson kul 2 n lepakz wev my darlz(su&zu)kat tmpt biaser;boat quay(c-bean)Thingz were going fine actually evnthough im wearin schl uniform but den..in e mrt,on our way bax..su strt asking"eh,ape ah kau nak buat after nitec?'Her que is like a strong bang 2 me,coz i tot by spending tym wev dem,i can actually 4get abt school stuff,but i was wrong..so,so wrong.Now den i realise,dat que has been hunting me n i dun hev enuf tym 2 think abt my future.I dunnoe wad e hell am i doing in diz multimeadia course.It really driving me nuts.If only i can turn back tym....i wld rather choose tourism..wev su..n be in clementi ite den 2 be where i am 2day..coz i noe..doz sec schl frenz of mine is e 1 dat i can hang on to.Ite frenz are juz frenz..i hev no faith on dem 2 be 4eva wev..Well as wad su says,we cnt b 2 dependant on our fren..coz its hard 2 hev dat kinda fren whu we can always be depend on,,,Haiz,i really hate diz thingy but i really need 2 express it though.Multimedia is not me.I lurv d-jayin but,its hard to make dat as a career here in singapore..n even if i get gd gap pts,i still cnt go 2 e course dat relates 2 d-jay in poly.So watz e point of studyin aniway.Gosh...diz things really torturing n killing me each day bit-by-bit!!Till when i hev 2 b like diz??IM Scared!!IM Clueless!!Plz,i need to do sumthing.....but wad??

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