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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Stress!!! Iz e feeling..Gettin scolded is e reason,,N y..Its becoz,1st my parentz n me go jb yesterday..Den da ke jb,aleh2 dorang ckp nak masok kl n stay 1 nite dere,2day baru balik.I was shocked becoz dorang last min tell me.Lagi2 da janji nak kluar dgn su...So i told dem i cnt coz i already hev planz wev my frenz...Ape lagi...my parents pon bengit n start 2 bual2 crap..Mentioning abt im more on fren den family..Kena maki2 hamun sgala,,,But in e end dorang pon tak jadi ke kl..Satu2 muka mcm taik bila reach singapore..Haiz...i feel bad lah,,but da promise su seh,,,But den bila da reach rumah,,msn tym..su bilang she cant kluar wev me coz kena accompany her mom go singapore expo..Argh!!!!!!!!!aku pon kinda frust lah,,but tink2 bax,mom is more important den frenz,,,cuma aku je think dat frenz is more important den anything else,,,i guess i was wrong,,So aku undersatndlah su's situation..Da jadi mcm gini,tak kan aku nak bilang parentz aku yng aku tak jadi kluar,,,nanti ape pulak dorang kata kan,,,cfm marah nye...haiz,,i also dunnoe wad to do,,so i wrote kat my msn nick"wad am i gonna do tml"...n all my mtl crewz start aksing wad happened,,Den aku critakan lah.Da story2,dorang smua tak faham..ape yang susah sangat nak faham pon aku tak tahu..haiz dorang boleh lagi ckp...juz go lah kl...Haiz,,,dgr2 da mlm2 nak patar balik ke malaysia...Dorang tak think ke..Tak kan aku nak ckp dgn parents aku.."mama n ayah,fatin tak jadi kluar besok,,,jom kita siap gi kl".Kan mcm bodoh gitu...memang bodoh pon...Haiz...case ni blum settle timbol lagi 1 case-abt chalet..Started wen zura asked aku n su 2 book chalet..Den i told her.."asal nak kena aku n su jer slalu,kau tak leh ikot pe".Den se say she bz...But wad e hell...aku blom lagi bilang bila nak book..den how she knoe dat she will be bz,,,Den trus dia kinda pissed off,,,I was liked,,,wad happened ni,,aku da stress,,tambah lagi stress..so i asked her lah y..Den she say,,,,she ingatkan 2day aku n su nak book e chalet dats y she say she bz,,,Haiz is she stupid or wad,,,Padahal su da bilang siang2 yng dia tak leh kluar dgn aku 2day..Da gitu,,,zura trus offline wevout hearing my explanation.,..Dat is where e missunderstanding occurs..Zura sorry to tell u diz-Nxt tym kalau ada prob dgn aku,boleh tak kau listen to my penjelasan 1st,,jgn nak trus offline,,,dat is 2 avoid any misundertstanding,,,Kau pon tak suka kan kalau aku buat e same way kat kau..Think Abt It!!Hiaz,,,but i msg her lah,,apologies to her if wad i hev said kinda hurt her or etc...K bax 2 e 1st case,i hev no choice but 2 tell my parentz last nyte...Haiz..lyk wad i expected,,,dorang marah aku gila babi sak.Sampai tadi pagi dorang tak bbual dgn aku...kluar pon tak salam tak ape,,,Ape ni!!!!!!!!!!!!Izit my fault guyz!!!!!!!!! :(

HIDOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HIDOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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