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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Hey people..Kinda moody ryt now..Hmph..I dunnoe if itz me or wad..Its again about lurv.Recently i overviewed diz blog.It belongs 2 ezzaty.A gal from yus's past..Well diz gal was a close fren of his for 4 yrz.Why i say "was" becoz dey hev lost contact.Remember,durin the tym dat me and yus gettin to get together,derez diz 2 gal col me up and try to break us apart.So yeh,diz ezzaty is 1 of dem.On dat tym,i didnt care much.As long as yus choose me and we're happy together den im happy.I doesnt seem to care about the past and yus pun dun want to share wev me.But now den i realise,im still actually at lost.Wad hev actually happen to her?Wad hev yus did to her?Y muz she gave me doz sarcastic remarks?Y muz she be so concern about me being hurt if im wev yuz?So i intend to read her blog.Was shock coz i didnt expect dat deir r'ship or shuld i say juz say "F'SHIP" is dat close..Was jealous also,lookin at the pix,readin all the sacrifising dat yus hev made for her at doz tym..But i noe its from his past,so i hev to accpt it.Being me,being to honest,i told bibi dat ive read ezzaty blog..He sounded angry and tell me dat he dun lyk me doin all diz coz he noe i'll get affected lyk how i was affected reading anna testi which is also from his past.N also bein me again,i juz cant sit still if i dunoe wad hev actually happen.Doesnt mean dat he dun lyk to talk about his past and dun 1 2 noe about my past,i cant find out myself.Infact,i feel betta 2 tel him about my past coz i dun 1 2 hide anything from him and also to prevent any misunderstanding prob.I didnt blame him for not telling/sharing..Infact,diz is my 1st tym dat im so into a guy..I wouldnt be lyk diz if dat 2 gal didnt col me at the 1st place.But to bad,dey did.I juz wish i can meet ezzaty in person for once..Not to find trouble of coz but to thank her for lettin yus go and allow him to move on after 4 long years of being together.Niways, after wurk juz now,Met up wev my sis n her bf.Chill around at mama's carribean bar(her bf wurking plz)2 rilax my mind and went home.Supposingly,2ml i'll fetch bb's home..But now he seems so silent and angry at me i think.Haiz..but yeh,he'll be hevin 2 test tml.Juz wish him all the bez den.Niway,papa nye leg da makin better.So yeh...Im happy for dat.

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